hindi ako maarte! *roll eyes*

if you feel like you annoy people when you talk like they are saying you're so pa-sweet and all that.

tapos you're like not being aware of it.

like you do not have any idea at all that you're already being pa-sweet.

well, all you gotta do is be quiet.

Vintage Car

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this is a story some may be familiar of dahil kasali sila sa characters haha!but no name were mentioned so no one should worry and by the way some parts were changed, ommitted or edited *dahil sobrang obvious na haha* para mapaganda yung story *kung maganda man sya* wala nalang magrereact okay?

it all started at school when i saw this guy and his red vintage car *haha!you say vintage when you do not want to hurt him by saying bulok..but its cute seriously!thats what im saying when i say you cant say that its bulok cause thats what made it cute* i mean him again!schoolmate ko sya nun elementary, classmate ko sya nun first year highschool, i transfered to another school nun second year highschool, he also did..guess what?same school! *im not sure sinu nauna samin dalawa* in college same school parin kami..3rd year college i transfered to another school and you do not want to know who i saw there..its him! *well this time nauna sya magtransfer..and im quite sure im not stalking him*

how to avoid bein further inlove with someone you love from the same school but he's not aware of it

1. decline his invitation to go out *this will just make you fall for him deeper and you cant stay being inlove with him when you know for a fact that he wil never ever be falling inlove with you: the deeper it is, the painful it gets!(im talking bout love..pls dont think green!)*

best things about being inlove with someone from the same school but he's not aware of it

1. you always see him and it gets you kilig and happy all the time

2. you have common friends so you get to see him a lot and talk to him a lot without him knowing that you're inlove with him but you cant tell him cause youre after the not-chasing-him thing

worst things about being inlove with someone from the same school but he's not aware of it

1. you always have to look your best cause you wont know when you'll be seeing him or he'll be seeing you

2. you see him looking at other girls and it hurts you

worst things when youre inlove with your friend and he doesnt know it

worst things when you're inlove with your friend and he doesn't know it *or perhaps he already have a hint but he mentioned that he doesn't like hints and so he's acting like he doesn't have a clue*

1. cant tell him cause you're scared that if he finds out he might not talk to you anymore

crush din kita e

it was jan. 21 2010 thursday and a gurl has been tellin her guy seatmate na may crush sya sa another guy classmate nila..

GURL: gwapo ba sya?

GUY SEATMATE: uuy tumitingin sya sayo!

Heartbeat

tL jessie gave me the idea of browsing my friendster account to like go back and remember the old times hehe and i found a story that i wrote four years ago hehe mga classmates!im sure matatandaan nyo to kasi pinabasa ko to sa inyo eh hehe!

sheng remember pinabasa ko to sayo sa FX on the way tayo sa PE class naten na pinaka hate naten na subject kasi very early in the morning tsaka lagi tayo nalalate kasi naghihintayan tayo. and by the way i hate PE naman talaga cause i cant relate to all those takbuhan and games. hindi ko na sya inedit kasi baka maiba ko sya eh. pati ung pagtype hehehe! isip bata pa ko nun. hehe! kaya ganyan sya. may mga wrong grammar pa hehe! kinacopy paste ko lang.. and so eto na sya. basahin nyo ah. ahiks!

My heartbeat starts 17 years ago, at syempre when I was born my parents were very proud for I was a beautiful and healthy baby..sabi nila yon..mag sisinungaling ba naman sila diba?And besides obvious naman eh..kapag tumitingin ako sa salamin kitang kita ang evidence hindi na kelangan ng warrant of arrest..hekhekZ!


More than that I’ll tell you how my heartbeat starts ascending..it started when I met these three guys..syempre nagpagupit agad ako..kaw ba naman ligawan ng tatlong lalake simultaneously diba? Kamusta naman yon? syempre you’ll get to make pansin na your hair is too long na pala.. From there, nagsimula ng gumulo ang buhay ko.. syempre nadagdagan pa sila e.. gumaya na yung iba.. kaya un.. nagpakalbo na ko.. hekhekZ! Joke lang! Ganda ganda ng hair ko e.. tahimik lang po ako non.. ewan ba dito sa tatlo na to.. ginulo talaga ang hair ko.. So yun na nga.. they started courting me one after the other.. syempre tuwa naman ako.. crush ko pa yung dalawa s kanila.. hmmp! HekhekZ! Pero kahit minsan hindi ko pinakita na interested ako sa kahit isa sa kanila no.. plastic ako e.. hekhekZ!


Kakabreak lang namin ng boyfriend ko that time.. so single ako.. wala naman siguro masama kung magpaligaw diba? If you’re interested to know kung bakit kame nagbreak.. hmmp! Sorry hindi ko sasabihin.. hekhekZ! Joke! hindi.. kasi there are some conflicts na malabo ng maayos e..kaya yun nagbreak kami.. eksena naman yung tatlo.. Sa sobrang haba ng hair ko, nakarma ang lola nyo.. one of my friends discovered na pinagpupustahan lang ako ng tatlo! kamusta naman? Ano ko kabayo.. karera ba ito? Ang ganda ko kaya, tignan nyo pa sa friendster ko (hmmpyel@yahoo.com) hekhekZ! Plugging? hindi nga ko marunong tumakbo e.. how come na pinagpupustahan nila ko.. hmmp! Ay nako ah? buti hindi ko sila nakita sa school kundi kuyog talaga sila saken.. buti nalang wala pa kong sinasagot sa kanila.. gwapo pa naman yung isa.. yummy pa! hekhekZ! hindi, naasar talaga ko sa kanila..


When I got home.. nagisip ako ng paraan how to punish those kulokoys! may utak naman po ako kaya sa kakaisip ko may naisip din ako sa wakas.. naisip ko bakit nga ba ko magagalit e hindi pa naman nila ko napapasagot? buti nga nalaman ko ng maaga diba? May gagawin ako.. hekhekZ! Sabi nga nila diba? “if you cant beat them join them..” hekhekZ! Lagot sila saken..


The next day, I talked to one of them.. syempre pinili ko na yung gwapo diba? Para maligayahan naman ako.. hmmmmmmmmm…. hekhekZ! Kinikilig tuloy ako.. I asked him kung magkano pustahan nila.. deny pa si mokong tinakot ko nga.. yun umamin din.. two thou daw.. naloka ko.. pangmahirap! hekhekZ! Joke! naisip ko pwede na yun.. sabi ko sa kanya sasagutin ko sya pero 75% saken tapos 25% sa kanya.. nagulat sya.. he asked kung seryoso daw ba ko.. kamusta naman? We have to be practical no.. mahirap kumita ng pera ngayon.. tumataas pamasahe pero allowance natin hindi tumataas.. akala ko mauuto ko na sya.. tumawad pa.. 50/50 daw.. at first I refuse, kaso kulit nya e.. kaya yun pumayag na ko.. pero sayang talaga yun 500.. At yun nga.. pretend kame na magjowa.. sabay pa namen ginastos yun pera.. sale nun sa megamall e.. pero hindi kami don bumili.. mas mura parin sa tiangge e.. yun.. sarap pala nya kasama.. may sense of humor.. hekhekZ! Infairness crush ko na talaga sya..


Since then.. sabay na kame pumapasok, kumakain, umuuwi.. as time passed, parang I get to see myself inlove with him already.. pero hindi ko pinahalata.. syempre all he know were just playing e.. talo naman ako kung ako unang ma-inlove diba? Pero feeling ko talaga love ko na sya.. hmmp! Pagnanasa na ito! hekhekZ!


Weeks passed.. I discovered something and I was shocked.. nalaman ko na yung panliligaw nun tatlo was never pustahan.. trulalu pala ito at walang halong eklabo0! hekhekZ! Pero bago pa ko tuluyang magpagupit.. I called the person who told me about the pustahan issue.. I asked kung sinong lapastangan ang nagsabi sa kanya nung information.. and it was my eX.. siniraan nya yun tatlong itlog.. buti pala hindi ako nagalit non.. kundi ako ang pahiya.. hekhekZ! Kala nya maloloko nya ko ah.. may motto kaya ako.. kala nya saken bobo.. ako lang nakakaalam non.. “what is sori, if it’s done already..” Suddenly I remember un money.. ibig sabihin galing sa bulsa nung mokong na yun yung pera.. I Quickly confronted him tapos I asked him baket inamin nya na pinagpupustahan lang nila ko.. natakot daw sya saken.. hmmp! Kamusta naman! Sa ganda kong to? Inupakan ko nga sya ng isa.. naisip ko diba syempre nanligaw sya saken? sinakyan nalang siguro nya yung moment para maging kame.. yun nga lang nagbayad sya.. ogag talaga! hindi nalang ako nagalit sa kanya kawawa naman e.. Tapos nun he asked me kung kami pa daw.. nagcelebrate yun mga hormones ko syempre.. tapos nagpakipot ako sabi ko hindi na.. tapos he pleaded kung pede ko pa daw sya bigyan ng chance para manligaw.. kinilig nanaman yung mga tutuli ko sa tenga.. para medyo maloka sya sabi ko pagiisipan ko muna.. medyo nafrustrate sya.. tipong tatalikod na.. sabi ko, “ay sandali napagisipan ko nA!” syempre tinanong nya kung ano napagisipan ko.. sabi ko secret.. hekhekZ! Joke! sabi ko payag na ko.. syempre baka mawala pa sayang naman diba?


So we continued going out.. ganun ulet just like before.. sweetness ulet.. hekhekZ! Everytime na lumalabas kame I’m waiting for him to ask me again kaso medyo mabagal sya e.. e mahinhin pa naman ako.. tsaka maganda.. mahinhin na maganda ako e.. wala lang nashare ko lang..


Minsan kumain kame sa labas.. bigla syang nagtanong.. he asked kung convinced na daw ako na mahal talaga nya ko.. ay kamusta naman? eto na yata yung hinihintay kong moment.. syempre I know naman how to read between the lines no.. gets ko na yun.. mataas iQ ko e.. natulala ako.. naisip ko dapat kapag sinagot ko na sya dapat maganda ko.. I asked him kung pwede bago ko sagutin yung question.. magbabalik ang… d’ buzz! hekhekZ! Sabi ko washroom muna ko.. Nung nasa restro0m na ko nagretouch ako agad.. naglugay na rin ako kasi ganun yung mga nasa movie e.. tipong nililipad lipad yung hair.. naisip ko din yung lip gloss.. kasi for sure hahalikan nya ko kapag sinagot ko na sya e.. hekhekZ! adiK! Tapos paglabas ko ng washroom, “ok lets do this!” sasagutin ko na sya.. this is the moment! When suddenly may humila sa braso ko.. eX ko.. nagulat ako.. hinila nya ko palabas.. hindi ako nakapagsalita.. sinakay nya ko sa car.. I asked him baket? Sabi nya maguusap daw kame.. pinaandar nya yun car.. naisip ko yung moment ko.. paano na yon? Pinapatigil ko yung car.. binibilisan pa nya lalo.. kinuha ko yung phone para tumawag.. he grabbed the phone.. the car lose out of control.. one huge vehicle was in front of us.. after that hindi ko na alam nangyari..


After the accident was a very fine morning.. pumunta agad ako sa bahay ng mokong to explain what happened.. nandun sya sa may gate.. nakaupo.. I sat beside him.. I explained what happened pero hindi nya ko pinapansin.. kulang nalang tumambling ako sa harap nya e.. pero hindi ko ginawa kasi hindi ako marunong e.. I asked him kung galit ba sya.. hindi sya nagsalita pero tears fell from his eyes.. bigla syang tumayo.. naglakad sya.. napansin ko may paa pala sya.. hekhekZ! Joke! sinundan ko sya kasi may paa din ako.. still I explained pero dirediretso sya.. umiiyak.. gusto ko na sabihin feelings ko for him pero how can I do that kung ganon attitude nya? sinundan ko nalang sya.. tapos he stopped para bumili ng yosi.. then he continued walking.. may tinda dun dyaryo.. before I could move I noticed the headline saying:“two were dead from a car accident” that’s when I knew, my heart was not anymore beating!

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